ABC: Not Quite as Easy as 1,2,3

Legitimate reason for not posting for a while: I got my wisdom teeth out, 3 of which were impacted. Damn it hurt. I was tripped up on these high dose prescribed pain meds and basically slept most of the time for about 5 days. A week later and I'm finally feeling well enough to eat solid foods. Hoorah. Not that it matters much since I don't even want to eat. I DONT WANT TO KNOW how many disgusting pounds I gained from those 5 days. Days of eating yogurt and *how dare I!* ice cream. Not just some either, I ate ice cream as my meals. Gross. Thankfully I'm feeling almost 100% better and I can restart the abc diet. Only problem, I'm going to visit my best friend in another state... and she's the only one who knows about my past with ana/mia. As of the past 2 years, I've told her I'm "better," whatever that means. And she believes me, so long as she gets to occasionally ask what I've eaten for the day. Thus when I go to stay with her, it will be nearly impossible to lie about what I'm eating. So I'll eat healthy. And then the moment I get on that plane headed back home, I start the abc. I need to be THIN for college. I will.  Stay strong lovelies.

And thanks to those of you who commented on the last post! I decided I'll try to make them longer posts but it sounds like the majority of you just want me to actually post, period. I'll try to update while visiting my friend. Thanks for following my blog! Peace, love, skinny.

 

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SS & CO,

Belle